Depressed
Life sucks. well another week has gone by. its bill paying time in the Sorenson Apt. hold. and once again I can not even afford to pay my bills. this is not particularly surprising...just annoying. I was almost done paying back my overdraft protection money...and now...I'm headed right back in. I keep tellin' myself "it will all be better when I graduate in 6-7 months." but will it? will I last another 6-7 months? I'm so tired of being poor. I need to go work out... but I'm not in the mood to see other human beings... some of them might be happy... and I think I'd have to do something violent if I saw someone smile...grrr... freakin' happy people! and happy people with Money...need to just DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! Money doesn't buy happiness BULL*#$%
Summer Semester starts in a few days... oh joy :( Now I will have to use my already limited free time to study something I don't really give a crap about in order to get a degree I don't really give a crap about in order to get a job that makes decent money that I don't give a crap about... etc. since this is techniquelly my weekend coming up...maybe I should try to do something fun... oh wait... THAT COST MONEYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
those of you skipping the boring happenings in my life and just waiting to comment on STDT... will have to wait till next week. I just don't think I can make an interesting post out of it right now.
Summer Semester starts in a few days... oh joy :( Now I will have to use my already limited free time to study something I don't really give a crap about in order to get a degree I don't really give a crap about in order to get a job that makes decent money that I don't give a crap about... etc. since this is techniquelly my weekend coming up...maybe I should try to do something fun... oh wait... THAT COST MONEYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
those of you skipping the boring happenings in my life and just waiting to comment on STDT... will have to wait till next week. I just don't think I can make an interesting post out of it right now.
